Assalamualaikum n hope everyone having a cool holiday this CNY :)

Many things have happen to me these past 3 months..but it is settled one by one. Will tell u the stories when i get the time (n mood :P)

Tq for dropping by,readers! -2 February

Monday, June 15


staring into the mirror...

i can still recall,
how ayah always sits facing the stairs
while waiting for me to come down
when we all are getting ready to go out or 'raya'
and as he sees me..
he would smile and say to his only girl..
'waah! Cantikla Mardhiah!'

i miss ayah

i wanna recall,
the times i accompanied umi to 'ceramah2 agama'
she looks so peaceful and calm,
despite the hard times and downs at home
problems that i wish i could help
by accompanying her, i wish i had

i miss umi

eventhough my home is not more than a 40-minute ride from uia gombak,
my reply to umi 'balik tak?' is 'no..' for 4 weeks straight

walking to my office...

i can hardly recall
how many times ive slept on a mattress
as i often dozed off on the office or musolla floor
with the sleeping bag or 'telekung' as my blanket

i try to recall
since when i have been coughing
a week,maybe...
i dont hate it yet i thank for it
cause a pain or sickness is nothing more
than a temporary phase
yet a cleanse for my past sins
InsyaAllah..with Allah's permission

i cant recall
if i have taken breakfast,lunch,tea,dinner,or supper
i will only re-fill my stomach with food
if it starts to growl
it can be as early as 3 in the morning,
or as late as 4 in the evening.

in a few days time,
my daily routine will be back to normal
and in that few days time,
my days will be occupied with preparation for final presentation at the office

9 lovely comment:

jackall said...

gi klinik mkn ubat
klau x aku marah lg!!!!!

Mardhiah said...


Mardhiah said...
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jackall said...

suke ek kne marah???

Mardhiah said...


Nathalia said...

take care dear..=)

Mardhiah said...

thnks,kak nabil ^_^

munadhia said...

mar2...huhu~ inilah ertinya hidoup...
bez sajak plak. kalah shakespeare..hehe. =)

smoga jatuh bangun kita sentiasa dalam redhanya. smoga sakit itu menjadi kifarah dosa.. (kifarah au kafarah..alamak 4got la..huhu~ x pndai arab)

Mar2 Fighting!!

Mardhiah said...

jgn puji lebih2 pulok
kembang hidung den


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