Assalamualaikum n hope everyone having a cool holiday this CNY :)

Many things have happen to me these past 3 months..but it is settled one by one. Will tell u the stories when i get the time (n mood :P)

Tq for dropping by,readers! -2 February

Monday, June 29

Wasiat dr Pemuda y Bijak

like the message =) ...........................................................

Ada seorang pemuda y jth ati ngn srg gds ni. Sbbkn rase cinta 2, dia melamar gds pujaan hatinya. Sygnya, klrga gds tu reject laki 2. Semua care pemuda 2 bt u dptkn kerelaan dr klrga gds 2, tp diorang ttp reject. Dlm diam, gds itu juge mencintai pemuda 2. So, gds ni pun tulis surat kt pemuda 2 y bertulis…

“tnjkkan kpdku, pe y hrs ku lakukn. I'll do anything u say”

So..pemuda tu pun reply..

“Salam..dgrkn kateku ini..Kau perlu bertakwa pd Allah.
Ketakwaan akn tggikan darjat manusia n dtgkn kedamaian.
Ikut perintah parents kau,
sbb dlm ketaatan trhdp parents kau tersimpan nilai2 ketaatan kpd Allah.
Stop thinking of me. Hopefully 1 day, Allah berikn jln terbaik bg kita.

Aku bknla org y fkrkn ksngn diriku dgn berusaha dptkn ape y aku inginkn,
walau ngn care hrm skalipun.
But, aku adalah org y pinta pertolongan Allah atas mslhku ini,
n I srt terakhir y kamu tulis u ku.

Please know,
aku taknak Allah lihatku sdgknku sdg lakukn kemaksiatan. Kau perlu bertakwa pdNya, sbb ketakwaan adalah protection bg org y brtkwa n also jauhkn diri dr kemaksiatan…”

[buku ‘Karena Cinta Kita Bertemu’ by Dr.Akram Ridha]

Friday, June 26

Here goes to u, Tok <3

Happy (Grand)Father's Day ^_^

Packing the moments in my box of memories..

Quantity Surveyor Department..hohoo...seyesnyee ^_^'

1st Crit Session..semangat tul X)

Model BookCafe design grup kami..ngee~

cik landscape kami ngn bod2 presentation

Landscape Department: syakir, kak zana, muammar..
bersame lec kesygn mereke, maheran. kuang3

Architecture Department..
dr kiri: yusri (head of department), pdat (asst.hod), mizah, suhairi, asmui (draftman),
kak gg, me

One big family..hik3..

Lunch with the guys

Dinner makan spagetti.
kol brp? kol 12 mlm..hohooo~

yum2...sedap tuuu...

sempat lagi tuuu...

Multidip 09 ideabox dalam kenangan...

Missing the days of…


people come and start immediately on their work

[After hours of autocad]

pair up to play metal slug with my officemate..ngeh3


one of the guys will take up orders for late night and will eat together..especially megi goreng


karaoke 'rock kapak' songs (im excluded,ok? xp) to shake off the sleepiness


we will all head to musolla n solat berjemaah


eat breakfast together n return to hostels to ‘qada tido’

Back and for the office, riding motorcycles with kak gg


Monday, June 15


staring into the mirror...

i can still recall,
how ayah always sits facing the stairs
while waiting for me to come down
when we all are getting ready to go out or 'raya'
and as he sees me..
he would smile and say to his only girl..
'waah! Cantikla Mardhiah!'

i miss ayah

i wanna recall,
the times i accompanied umi to 'ceramah2 agama'
she looks so peaceful and calm,
despite the hard times and downs at home
problems that i wish i could help
by accompanying her, i wish i had

i miss umi

eventhough my home is not more than a 40-minute ride from uia gombak,
my reply to umi 'balik tak?' is 'no..' for 4 weeks straight

walking to my office...

i can hardly recall
how many times ive slept on a mattress
as i often dozed off on the office or musolla floor
with the sleeping bag or 'telekung' as my blanket

i try to recall
since when i have been coughing
a week,maybe...
i dont hate it yet i thank for it
cause a pain or sickness is nothing more
than a temporary phase
yet a cleanse for my past sins
InsyaAllah..with Allah's permission

i cant recall
if i have taken breakfast,lunch,tea,dinner,or supper
i will only re-fill my stomach with food
if it starts to growl
it can be as early as 3 in the morning,
or as late as 4 in the evening.

in a few days time,
my daily routine will be back to normal
and in that few days time,
my days will be occupied with preparation for final presentation at the office