A secret that should never be told...

when was the last time u heard, talked, or read about marriage?
some may have grown sick of it.
why?
its something that u want but u are forced to wait for.

maybe its because most of us are gonna be 20 soon.
marriage is not that far anymore, aint it :P
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i, honestly, AM NOT ready for it.
i might have dreamed of being married,
but that's a different story
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some even take shortcuts.
how?
coupling.


i sporadically thought of having a marriage as it permits me to have a relationship with a guy,
if possible, with the guy i like
'kalau jodoh tak ke mane kaaan..ngee~'
but being at this age with coming-soon degree,
its far from my grasp.
what to do?
lower my gaze.
resist it.

simple enough......................if u havent fallen for someone.
hiding ur feelings from the person u like is such a headache.
there's so much rule.
u cant couple with the guy.
u cant date him.
u cant talk sweet stuff with him.
u cant even keep on thinking of the guy.

'Rasulullah bersabda:
telah ditetapkn atas manusia bahagiannya dari zina.
ia pasti mndptkn hal y demikian itu.
zinanya mata adalah mmndg,
zinanya tgn adalah meraba,
zinanya kaki dgn melangkah,
dn zinanya hati dgn berkeinginan,
berangan2.'

sometimes i envy them
-the ones that arent tangled in this complicated matter.
but love comes without warning.
it comes without invitation.
its hard to be erased,
hard enough to be hidden.


but...
what He has said, must be followed.
even if it breaks our heart.
it brings tears to our eyes.

' Rasulullah bersabda:
Jika seorang hamba Allah menahan keinginannya dari sesuatu y haram
(kerana Allah),
maka Allah akn mmberikn sesuatu y diingininya itu mengikut jln y halal'
[Al-Hadith]

whats prohibited (haram)
is clearly coupling or boy-gurl love relationship
whats permited (halal)
is obviously marriage
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wont it be beautiful to have a blessed relationship with a blessed person,
the best person u will ever have
after a long, hard time of hiding out ur feelings?
resisting all the temptation of having incomplete relationship?
incomplete without the blessings from Him.

what if u wont end up (by fate) with the person you hoped for?
well....
u would end up with another guy/gurl like him/her or even better!
so..by intrusting the fate of future partner to Allah,
u could save up all ur worries and headaches.
because u deserve the best if u make urself the best for him/her.


'Jalan Mujahaddah....
jalan y sukar u menahan diri drpd melakukan prkre2 y menyalahi syariat'

hm2..
insyaAllah.

'Jodoh kt tgn Allah. pasti Dia akn tunaikn jnjinya...'
that is...
'perempuan2 y baik u lelaki2 y baik' [An-Nur:26]