Assalamualaikum n hope everyone having a cool holiday this CNY :)

Many things have happen to me these past 3 months..but it is settled one by one. Will tell u the stories when i get the time (n mood :P)

Tq for dropping by,readers! -2 February

Thursday, July 30

More than a message received

It was short sem.
Baru habis crit 2 u projek multidip bookcafe kami.
Itu bermkna telah berhari2 bgn,tido,mkn, minum u projek.
Ngee~
hati seperti semakin kosong.
Mgkn sbb terlalu ’khusyuk’ ngn projek, hati dibiar tnpe dipantau.

Kepenatan teramat.

matahari telah membenamkn diri,
ku pule membaringkn diri..
merehatkn diri.
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[1 message received]


Jika kamu menolong agama Allah,
Maka Dia pasti akan menolongmu
Dan teguhkan kedudukanmu
[Muhammad;7]

Pelik nape tetibe kwnku msg gini. But it made me wonder..Bagaimane nk tolong agama Allah?

Yup. Tq for the reminder.

Everyday aku fkrkn perkare ni.
Ku taktau exactly pe perlu bt tp ku bt termampuku.
Jz hope I can do more.

Be da best!

Jd org kaya dn sumbangkan u agama.
Masa muda bkn u suka ria sahaja.
Pada aku, mase muda adalah u merancang.

Yup.

betul kate kamu.
Pade ku pule, mase muda u preparation.
Prepare u hadapi ujian y lagi besar pd mase depan,

so perlula berjaye lalui ujian kecil pade mase ni.
Prepare u ajak ramai org,

so perlu berjaye atau biasekn ajak org2 terdekat.
Prepare u betulkn org lain,

so perlu betulkn diri dl.

Y last tu mcm krg tepat aku rase.

Nk tggu diri sendiri sempurna,
smpai bebile pn xdpt tgr org.

Yup.kamu betul.

Mksdku td,
b4 nk baikkan org,
kene baikkan diri dl.
Like Ali Ibnu Abi Talib said,
’sesape y jadikn dirinya pemimpin org lain,
prlu ajr diri sndiri sblm ajar org lain.
Ajr dgn perilaku sblm tutur kate.’
”Amat besar kemurkaan Allah bile kamu katekan ape y tak kamu lakukan”
As-Saff:2

Bgs2 kamu.chaiyok2..:)


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more than a message received into my hp but also a message to the heart
hoping for more than a reply 4rm my hp but also my reply to the hearts of others too...

but the question still lingers dat night till now...
bagaimane menolong agama Allah?
hrmm...

mengejar Mardhatillah
ingin menjadi Mardhiah-Mu

salam


Saturday, July 18

How Heavenly For Her


How heavenly for her,
touched by His incomparable care,
protected and sealed,
from the treacherous, misleading of the world.
Though impossible to live her life flawlessly,
she knows....
she's in peace.

For He sought to grasp her heart,
as she has fallen deeply for Him,
everyday she spoke of Him.
And without a doubt.....
smiles for the promises He made for her.

How heavenly she thought,
if she is to be the beloved....
by The Most Loving.
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As clear as her name,
loved by the one that loves her,
loved by him,
waiting every so often....
for her to realize,
how clear the mark she had made in his heart.

As clear as her name,
he loves her dearly.
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She wonders,
heart filled with her devotion for Him,
eagerly awaits for Him to call her name,
longing for her eyes to capture the warmth of His face.

She wonders,
was it fate that brought him here..
to appear before her eyes?
believing He purposely destined him to be near her,
beloved by The One and the chosen one.
Or the love she has for Him...
will stay strong in the presence of him.
Will she let Him fade from her heart for him?
Will she let him take her from Him?

she wonders....
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He..
she cant live without,
she knows she cant.
Forgetting Him or forgotten by Him,
risking of losing Him forever,
or naively makes Him wait...
for her to come back.

he...
knocks her door...gently,
calling to be answered...softly,
she leans on the other side of the closed door,
face buried in her shaking hands,
thinking....
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'Help me...' she whispered to Him,
hoping for Him to whisper back,
is he welcomed or to be ignored?
she can bear losing everything,
even him.
yes...even him.
but to lose Him..
her life meant nothing.

'Help me!' she cried to Him,
Him and him?
Him or him?
silently questioned.
carefully answered.
frequently corrected.
hopefully settled.


-the beloved-

Sunday, July 5

Sehari bersame mereke <3

spt cuti2 y lain,
kami akn adekn 'family outing'
cuti kali ni,
bapak ngn 4 anak pompuannyer telah mengaturkn aktiviti masak bersame di rumah bella.

hik3


[Giant-beli barang masak]



barang2 u masak? check!


[Dapur-memasak]


razi: 'ermm...ibu, camner nk masak spaghetti? oh..ok2' :P


razi: 'ok sume. bersedia di tmpt masing2! kite akn mule mmsk!'
myra,bel,nad: 'Baik!'
aku: 'aku tkg tgkp gmbr! takpe2..nnt aku bsh pggn'
alasan baik punyaa..XP

'dgr ni. korang kene reti masak. masak die mcm ni..
bla bla blaa..'

yaaa...tu diaaa...sape kate mardhiah mohd yunos tak reti masak?
*bunyik cengkerik* errr....


[Ruang tamu-makan tghari]

mkn time :D
simple je menu kami- spagetti, chappati, air epal twistter.
ngee~


[Taman tasik Shah alam- Bersiar2]



[Kecurian di Tmn Tasik Shah Alam]

kecurian ini hnyla lakonan semate2.
jgn bt laporan polis, sudeh~

mari lihat versi nad pule =D