Keep my secret

bloggie..

can i tell u a secret?

i try to find someone tonight to tell something important..

but no one is there..

bloggie...

does it,bloggie?

though other people sometimes feel this, but, bloggie, I feel this almost everyday~

cause i tend to scare or bore people away..

i know it will mostly be my fault...

will they still be there for me, bloggie?

be my only exception~

bloggie, can i ask u a favour?

if i feel insecure,

please dun comfort me to feel the opposite of what im feeling.

i will just say ur lying and making me feel more inferior than i were..

if i feel insecure,

please dun tell me want i should or need to do..

i already know how to improve my life..

but when i tell u stuff when im insecure,

im telling u that i have tried but still unable to fix my feelings.

if i feel insecure,

can u come n talk to me when im not feeling insecure n ask me what happened?

u just need to listen patiently because as i talk,

i will see what happened n know whats wrong n my mistake..

n know u have cured me :)

if i still feel insecure,

can u stay patiently n talk frequently with me?

i need u in my life than anything in the world..

because i cant make it disappear in a week or two..

but i know its bad...n i tend to break it someday..

thank you, bloggie :)