Keep my secret

bloggie..

can i tell u a secret?

i try to find someone tonight to tell something important..

but no one is there..

bloggie...

does it,bloggie?

though other people sometimes feel this, but, bloggie, I feel this almost everyday~

cause i tend to scare or bore people away..

i know it will mostly be my fault...

will they still be there for me, bloggie?

be my only exception~

bloggie, can i ask u a favour?

if i feel insecure,

please dun comfort me to feel the opposite of what im feeling.

i will just say ur lying and making me feel more inferior than i were..

if i feel insecure,

please dun tell me want i should or need to do..

i already know how to improve my life..

but when i tell u stuff when im insecure,

im telling u that i have tried but still unable to fix my feelings.

if i feel insecure,

can u come n talk to me when im not feeling insecure n ask me what happened?

u just need to listen patiently because as i talk,

i will see what happened n know whats wrong n my mistake..

n know u have cured me :)

if i still feel insecure,

can u stay patiently n talk frequently with me?

i need u in my life than anything in the world..

because i cant make it disappear in a week or two..

but i know its bad...n i tend to break it someday..

thank you, bloggie :)

Note to muslim girls out there ;)

last 3 years, I post something that i think is really sweet :)

Its a song about a guy who falls for a woman for her religion which made a mark on him..

u should read the lyric that i put on my previous post.

Sangat sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet :D

Kakak usrah penah pesan:

"Perempuan yg baik untuk lelaki yg baik" dn sebaliknya..

so, if u want a good husband, maka harus berusaha untuk menjadi org baik :)

Don't be a woman who needs a man, be a woman a man needs ;)

And be woman who needs The Almighty, and who He needs :D

InsyaAllah..

Pesanan pd dri y seringkali berbolak-balik hatinya..

p/s: sy jeles ngn kak af, studiomate sy yg few weeks ago dh bkhwn.

bahagia beno :P

Regrets~

kwn1 : ktrg satu famili sll kuar mkn skali :)

ak :oh..yeke? mkn same2?

kwn :haah!

ak :cm pelik je..

ak :eh,ape ko ckp ngn ayah or mak ko bile die kol ko tiap2 ari?

kwn2 :mcm2!

ak :ooh...rili?

kwn3 :yey! nk balik umah weekend/cuti ni!

ak :holiday?nk btpe kt umah?

kwn3 :spend time ngn famili la ;)

ak :oh..nk bt aktiviti pe?

kwn4 :kite nk beli sgt2 bnde ni (mhl)

ak :mhl la tuu..ko ade ke duit?

kwn4 :nk try mntk kt abah la..hehe~

ak :oh,boleh ye mntk duit kt ayah?

i want a support system...like everyone else~

but...

we're too busy struggling to survive

we're too hurt by grudges

we're too silenced by assumptions

p/s: Be kind and dont be so quick to judge others. You never know what someone is going through and what battle they are struggling with..never judge me if u dun have a clue what im going true...i hate it~

(sorry..mood emo.tak suke wednesday, cz takde kls.but everyone else does.being alone is dangerous..start to think too much)